Waiting For The End

This is not the end

This is not the beginning,

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violent rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!

With fists flying up in the air

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there,

'Cause we're living at the mercy of

The pain and the fear

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come

Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned

It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light

Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid

It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last,

I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?

I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm

And trying to figure out what it's like moving on

And i don't even know what kind of things I've said

My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?

The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do

Is trade this life for something new

Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end

This is not the beginning,

Just a voice like a riot

Rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone

And the violet rhythm

Though the words sound steady

Something empty's within 'em

(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!

With fists flying up in the air

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there,

'Cause we're living at the mercy of

The pain and the fear

Until we dead it, Forget it,

Let it all disappear

(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

mAsQUeRade gatHErinG.....

cause we called masquareade gathering =p

as-salam.....

i was had da blast on my last weekend......
oleh kerana rindu yg melampau3 dgn kwn SMU ku dl...
kami bkumpul d MV......yg dpt hadir dlm 7 urg.....hehe
ok la ba 2 kan......kawan yg lain sebok mcarik nafkah kali ;p

mcm biasa jumpa3 jak terus p mkn....d the rice ciken shop.....
skali tgk3 ada plak rita rudaini n aidil mkn d c2!
tp kami tgk3 jak la.....hehe....

then kami p la window3 shoping n bgambar3 d x'mas tree....
suda puas aktiviti seterusnya bmain boling.....
nie game mmg x miss la bila gathering.....hehe
tp suma main agak ke laut ari 2....
xtau lah kena daulat oleh sapa kan....
sampai c kawan main bola pun tbaling ke belakang LOL~~
nasib la kami main time GLow in the dark...
jadi x jgk dnampak oleh org lain....hahaha

pantang nampak cermin.....
suda ku bilangkan......hahaha~~~
cewek3 yang hadir....... =)
pic nie yg tbaik..credit to cik dayah ^_^y
bola yg berat mcm batu =P

* xpuas tgk pic kami?sila la p fb ku n kawan3....hehe

hepi gila3 bila dpt jmp kwn3...ada yg last jmp 1o taun yg lalu....
thanx la cewek3 pasal sudi mluangkan masa....
biar pun ada yg mo p interbiu besoknya....
yg mo keja jgk besoknya......
yg mo p cairo jgk besoknya.....
yg ada final exam jgk besoknya.....
u guys mmg rock......ba hingga kita bertemu lg.....
really3 had fun with u all.... -xoxo-

my december

hoho....tiz is my month.....kerana diriku suda genap 24 taun pd 2 dec yg lalu....
agak lambat aku update kan....well agak bz dgn practical ku.....

so bila sd abis practical aku buat la party kecil-kecilan....

tp agak meriah jgk la.......

hehe...tQ la kepada kwn3 ku yg sudi dtg.......

and also 4 da gifts...im very like it... :)

dan kepada housemate ku thanx so much coz make it happen...

i luv u all so much la.....hihi

erm...sedar x sedar suda 24 tahun aku d muka bumi nie.....

ramai la urg cakap suda tua....haha...tp bg aku it just a no k.....

masi jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ku...

masi banyak lagi cabaran yg harus ku tempuhi......

n i hope i can go through all the things.... :)

*krem jari ku mbalas wish d fb...thanx to all...muuahh

-xoxo-

p/s : counting to new year.....hohoho

Time will heal everything?

Ramai org cakap sabarlah....time will heal everything.....

but till when...i feel its take too long time.....

yah luaran aku nampak hepi n ok...

but deep in my heart im feel nothing.....

huhu.....

kayak org kecewa ya aku...actually aku suka dgn pic d atas....

mcm best jak.....hehehe...

i can...not thinking of him.....

but sumtime i always think what was happen n feel so regret....

but its ok.....
inilah perjalanan hidupku ygharus ku tempuhi...

moga sinar bahagia akan menjelma selepas ini.......

*sorry my english is too bad....hehe

..................

sumone was asked me to heared tiz song....

u ol can search at youtube to hear the fully song....

me just wanna to share the lyric ;

Lahar Cinta by Final List

Tersingkaplah tirai cintaku yang lalu
Hangatnya bagai lahar yang membakar bumi
Sehinggakan aku menggelumpur kelecuhan
Bila engkau pergi tak kembali

Kala itu sayangnya engkau padaku
Dan kutelani segala kata indahmu
Kerana kusangka kau kan terus bersamaku
Tapi hanya sekadar waktu

Seluruh cintamu itu hidup segar dijiwaku
Masih kuterasa
Tak layu ditelan waktu
Tak pudar kasih hatiku
Dan kau masih lagi kusayangi

Walaupun engkau tiada
Namun cintamu terasa
Membendung rinduku sejak dulu hingga kini
Indahnya kukenang dan pahitnya dah kutelan
Begitu kasihku kepadamu

Ingin aku mengulangi saat indah waktu dulu
Tapi bagaimana dapatkah berulang lagi
Bersamalah kita jadikan pengajaran
Betapa pedihnya oh perpisahan

Mengapa di waktu ini
Aku teringat kembali segala kenangan
Adakah engkaupun sama masih ingat kepadaku
Seolah kita tak pernah berpisah

maybe lagu ini kenak d hati beliau.......

apa yg aku bule katakan....

aku pun tidak inginkan perpisahan itu....

tp mungkin jln cerita kita sampai d sini saja.....

Tuhan yg menentukan segalanya.....

seperti yg ku post d status fb ku dulu

--->TERIMA KASIH CINTA....KERANA PERNAH HADIR DALAM HIDUP KU... ;'

Psstt!!

Rahsia ku kini milik mu.... ;)


*pic teda kaitan dgn post....saja bkin gempaq.....hahaha


mau share pasal nie
RAHSIA TARIKH LAHIR.......
of coz la just my birth kan....

dia bilang aku adalah........---->

• seorang leader. ( kot?)
• sentiasa berfikiran positif (skg byk -ve sd )
• teliti ( adalah jugak )
• sentiasa berada di hadapan ( insya allah )
• selalu menjadi pemimpin dalam kumpulan, persatuan dsb ( jadi admin group 86 smkats ;p )
• boleh berdikari ( absolutely )

• tegas ( hehe )

• mempunyai cita3 tinggi ( setinggi awan ;p)

• keyakinan diri yang tinggi ( paling yakin suda nie )

• suka bebas ( paling banar sd nie )

• diktator & kurang berdiplomasi ( kejamnya....haha)

• pentingkan diri (sumtimes)

• tidak mudah menerima kritikan (memangnya...hahaha)

hahaha....mcm kejam jak bunyinya kan...tp mmg banyak yg betul jgk rahsia nie....

ntah dari mana dia dpt nie.....

mau tau kamu punya.... klik d sini ---> http://saudagarnilam.blogspot.com/2010/11/rahsia-tarihk-lahir-anda.html SELAMAT MERUNGKAI ;))

SeLaMaT.......

yaaa....selamat for everything.....

best of wishes n luck for my pren.....
aku tumpang gembira dgn mereka....
mostly sudah konvo...now tgu tempat posting...
yg isi KPLI plak ada Mtest
everybody hunting 4 their job..
insya allah jadi cikgu semuanya.....
aku?masi lagi terus berjuang... ;)
*masa kecik dulu teringin jadi cikgu jgk

erm x lama lagi mau school holiday kan....
maka sekali lagi ramai kekawan ku suda buat 'Q'
mo tunangan la..mo kawenan la....
aku?still waiting for my prince charming....
n IM SO JELES with them ok.....
*take turn

yg aku hepi sekali.....
practical tiz sem mo abis sd....
mean my final exam also just around da coner
n also mean can counting down my besday..YEAYY!!!
*yg x bestnya aku masi sendiri lg ;(

k later on will be continue ;)
--> me sedih coz x dpt blk sabah tiz xmas......
miss my hometown, my family n my brad so much!!! IMYSM ~~xoxo~~